I have a booty call tomorrow and I'm super nervous about it.

To cut straight to the point: a tongue has not been near my pussy in about four years. The guys I was with were never into it, and I only figured out how to give myself an orgasm like two years ago.

This guy is super excited about eating me out and that's a thing that he likes to do. I'm usually up for adventure and new things, but this freaks me out a little. I remember the last time I did it thinking "Don't look at my face, don't look at my face, don't look at my face."

To make matters worse, I've been compulsively grooming myself all day: tweezing, painting, using pumice on my feet, self-tanner, dying my hair, the works. I don't even know why I'm trying so hard for a guy who sends me pictures of his dick coming out of his shorts when we sext.

Any tips on how to get over my oral sex hang-up?