As most of you know, I'm in the middle of a kind of nasty divorce right now.

My soon to be ex just texted me to tell me that he's met someone and that we need to hurry the divorce along.

I'm not upset that he found someone because I want him. I'm upset that he's met someone and that it's so fucking unfair. He got to keep all of the mutual friends. He's off having a grand old fucking time and I still have all these bills he racked up and I still have to fucking pay them. He treated me like a piece of dirt, and he's already found someone willing to be with him. Fuck that noise so hard.

I know I shouldn't let him get underneath my skin, but I am just so fucking upset.