So next week we're going to finally go see a fertility doctor and try to get answers as to whether or not we should keep trying for kids. We've decided against IVF but may consider other options. Luckily our health insurance will cover some of our expenses, but not all. So we're going to have to be realistic...

Mrchien is scared that he's going to show up to the appt and be handed a cup and a mag while being led to a private room. I may not have been that sympathetic cuz i'm pretty certain i'm going to get all sorts of things and people all up my hooha in the coming months...

I'm also pretty scared that the i'm going to get one of two reactions after the doc looks at my file and sees that i'm a fatty with PCOS who's dangerously close to forty. Reaction #1: Go home fatty and lose some weight before coming back ::: Reaction#2 There are some kids out there who would really love to have you as parents. And while we're really considering adoption, I know it would be a bit of a let down for both of us to be told that having our own biological kids is not gonna happen.

So yeah, good thoughts, fun gifs and any wisdom much appreciated...

Here's a cute pic for your amusement :)

Off to get answers...