I wanted to pop in and thank all of you who have expressed sympathy, empathy, well wishes, and hugs. It's officially been a month since ex-pizzadude killed himself. I feel like it went by so quickly at times while time stopped and the world no longer existed at others. I sort of feel like I'm doing the same day over and over but at the same time everything is different. The emotions are so difficult to put into words. There are a lot of them. A LOT. I mostly feel very, very weird, but the sad has been coming. Anyway, thank you again. I love you all and I cannot tell you how much your kindness has meant to me. <3