So there's a man. I mean, go figure. I like him a lot. In fact, I'm in love with him. FUCK ME. But you see, he has depression, as well as anxiety. So even though he likes me, he's not ready to be together. To me, that's actually lovely. I want him to feel ready before anything happens.

Lovely Man has major self-esteem issues. He thinks he's not good enough for me, and that he holds me back. Today he said that if I wanted to go and hook-up with some dudes in the meantime, he wouldn't mind. I really have no interest in anybody but him. I probably sound so fucking stupid. All I want is for him to get better and be happy.

I told him that when's he's ready, I'll be right here. But I can't stop wondering if I'm a fool...